2019 | 2020

happy new year girlies ! hope all is good 🌷

I hope this year brings nothing but the best for all of us . 

I'm writing this while im writing my Resolutions for 2020 

as well ! but more importantly im writing this for myself . 

this year im gonna fight for myslef and right for what I want....!

 basically 2020 is gonna be an upgrade for myself.

im gonna learn more , explore more , get to show side of me that I 

never shown before , and im gonna stand for myself & stay true to myself ..

last year made me realize how I was and I how Ive become .

2019

gave me some strength and power , it made me believe in myself 

more , it made me realize that day by day im getting stronger 

& more experiened in life lol, day by day I learn something from the 

people around me , met new different people ! and of course went through ups and downs , struggled a bit ,  didn't know what to do for

 months , was kinda lost in my thoughts , a lot of decisions were swimming in my mind .

overthinking is HONESTLY a bit** , its really hard and quite 

depressing to be lost in your own self ,

to fill your head with negative thoughts and to judge yourself 

so hard and for everything , also to be afraid of stepping up as in

 "career wise" or even life wise ,

to be afraid of success to be afraid of moving forward and improving 

yourself or even just getting better  !!!!!! 

isn't that wired !!!!!!

like every now and then I go through these obstecles but oh well!

this is life plain and simple , straight and forward.. Right!! 

anyway......! I hope we all focus on ourselves more this time 

cause honestly there's nothing worth more than our health..!

 and I hope this year be peaceful more than anything for me 🍃